oxokatyoxo

Saturday, August 18, 2007

6:23PM

>:( not happy! theres a gym near my house and i was planning on getting a membership n goin everyday but u hav to be 16 n im only 14 >:( i hav a crappy trampoline, a rowin machine and a punchbag in my garage tho but thats rubbish and boring :( its not fair ... its just like the world doesnt want me to be thin :( xxx

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FAT

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

10:08PM

sorry u dont probably dont really care but im gonna tell u my story anyway soo at the weekend my friend had sum cider n id never drank before so i was like yeeeehhhh wooo n drank so much n didnt realise while i was at this concert on the beach . . . i rememer dancin around then next thing i threw up n was being dragged sumwhere. . . long story short i was sat in the sand for like over an hour pukin n crying for like an hour n sum life guards helped me into my friends car n i slept at hers ommmggg n ive eaten too much after coz i had a hang over for 2 days n i just ate coz i felt like shit :( i feel so disgusting now fat n imbarrased n omg i hav to go on holiday(ish) for 4 days on thursday so i bet my parents will take us out for pizza n crap n i hate salad n my mum knows i hate it so i cant eat that while im out or anything. soz this comments really long n jibberish but im really tired n i dunno wot im gonna do n i only hav 3 weeks till i go back to school n i havnt lost any weight n ive eaten like a pig everythings just messed up atm sorry about the huge rankin comment but writing just helped get it off ur chest lol sorry xxxx